When it hurts it's a thousand times worse because there is no one else to run to, no one else to talk to, no one left
to help me. The pain bottles up inside me with nothing to release it. Growing and growning, becoming more and more overwelming.
Crying until there is nothing left inside of me. Crying until I am exhasted and sobbing into the floor. Thinking more and
more fucked up until the thoughts are so scattered that not one single word can be comprehended. Confused, needing the conseling
i can't have anymore...